Christmas is Coming, the goose is getting fat~

Christmas is coming, the goose is getting fat... please to put a penny in the old mans hat... please to put a penny in the old mans hat..... That song has to be one of my all time favorite Christmas songs... I just love it. The way it sounds, the way it just flows... So, with all this Christmas cheer going around, how about this for some cheer...? I have enlisted myself and my family members to help others. Every year I try and help others. Usually it is my family that is in need of help. BUT for once this year, I am able to help someone else. If that means me begging others to donate toys, money or just time helping me sort through the stuff that I have gotten. So, I have about 20 families that are in need of help. It makes me wonder though. Do these families REALLY need the help or do they just want more than what they have, which means they are actually taking from others that REALLY need it. Which is kinda what I did this year. Boy do I feel like a piece of crap... I was able to buy my kids some things for Christmas. But like all mothers, I wanted my kids to have EVERYTHING, everything that they always wanted, everything that they didn't need. I feel like I need to put myself and my children in to reality.... STAT! So, all these toys that I have bought that they dont need, some toys that were donated to us, well, they are going to families that are in need. I will be going through their toys,clothes etc and donating them... I buy my children things all year round. they are spoiled. it almost pisses me off that they just HAVE to have this stuff at Christmas, because all of what they do have is just not enough. so............ that's what we shall do...... Okay so newwwwwwwwwwwww subject..... I've been watching my friends little boy. OMG, him and boogie bear are SOOOO funny! As soon as they pull into the mudpit errr i mean driveway, Boogie bear starts screaming "my buddy, mommy my buddy is here!!!" it is just too much to handle! soooo stinkin' cute! They are just the funniest things to watch, and many a times, i will sit back and secretly watch them. They have these conversations that just make you want to pee all over yourself because you will laugh that much! here's an example : Boogie bear: hey, hey, hey... my buddy Boogie's buddy: I not your buddy Boogie Bear: hey hey hey buddy Boogies buddy : i not your buddy Boogie bear: awww why not Boogie's buddy: because i say so Boogie bear: gimme my car boogie's buddy: no my car boogie bear: you my friend boogie buddy: ya, you my bwest frwend.... See, aint that just the sweetest thing?!? Arent kids just amazing... I mean they really do have the most amazing way of letting you know exactly how goofy you really are for being so stressed out over nothing. I love my kids, i really do, but i could just choke them... BUT i love love love them when they are just the sweetest things. Like when Super Z wakes up and makes me coffee and brings it to me... Now that Boogie Bear wants to make coffee for me, it just makes me smile so big in the morning... Lily Pie is so sweet, she has such a good heart. But wow, i've got my hands full with her and NannaBoo.. lol Alright, well time to load these kids up into the van and go get the monster from the bus..